I NEED TIME!!!

Today......
is not a productive day
wuwuwuwu~ T__T

I just studied 3 chapters only!
Spent whole day to revise 3 chapters only!
WTH! ARGHH!!

Seriously,
I need more time to study!
I hope one day can have 48 hours for me to study
I know is impossible
so what I can do now
is just blame myself

I also duno why I so slow!
I so stupid!
I so useless!
Arghhhh~!
Hate myself so much!
Feel so stress and frustrated with myself today
Sigh~~~

I hope I can like a G6
but in fact I just like a tortoise...
Speechless~

SUCH A STUPID GIRL >.<

Chiong ah!

Finally!!!
Final exam is around the corner!!!
Exam is start from 19th Aug till 26th Aug
I start revise from last week ad
but maybe is too early ad
that why I not so aggressive and focus
Always slacking and wasted time on entertainment
LOLZ!

However,
today I start feel stress and kan choing ad
duno why
maybe exam is really come nearer to me ad
haha
But I still no mood to study although I start to stress
=,=|||
Like today
plan to chiong for Financial Management
but end up with just study for 6 chapters only
(total gt 12 chapters)
Soooo.....
I speechless
is my fault
but I duno why time pass so fast
and I even duno what I wasted my time on

Beside revision,
I also doing something recently
that is searching for temporary job
Actually after exam I'll have 7 weeks of sem break
Very long, right?
That why I want to work
at least can earn some pocket money in this long long break
but very hard and difficult to find job at sg lo
as in I'm foreigner LOL
I search from internet, newspaper and also through friends
but mostly just asked me to go for interview and reject me T^T
Now I still waiting for an admin clerk confirmation
hope I can get it
Be optimistic :)

After exam I will go back my hometown ad
Wohooo :D
I will go back for around 2 weeks
but not really 14 days la
I thk only 10 or 11 days :)
Anyway I will fully enjoy and relax myself at SP ^^

So I will be very busy in this month
and will be less update in this month
need to chiong chiong chiong!!!

Lucky and all the best for all my poly friends and also for me ^.^
JIA YOU!

珍惜现在

最近有个朋友的感情亮起了红灯
当她向我诉苦时
让我想起了好多以往的事情
以前的我也经历过她现在的处境
但是现在回想起来
觉得以前的自己真的是好笨
不过也算是美好的回忆啦 :')


其实生命就是这样
人的一生中会认识很多很多不同类型的人
有人走进
有人走出
有些人很快就离去
有些人会陪你很久
但还有一些人
一旦走进你的生命就不会离去了
这些人有的是朋友还有情人
但是家人就不一样了
家人是他们让你走进他们的生命
并不是你选择走进他们的生命
而且他们永远不会离你而去

当你和情人吵架时
你会害怕
害怕就这样把他骂走
害怕他受不了你的脾气
但是
当你和家人吵架
你永远不会害怕他们会离你而去
因为无论你多任性
无理取闹或乱发脾气
他们永远都不会
以你的脾气不好的理由
而抛下你
所以啊
家人永远是最好的！
他们最值得依赖信赖
他们永远都不会觉得你很烦 :)

以前的我
曾经伤害过人
也曾被人伤害
很对不起那些被我伤害过的人
对不起！


但是伤害我的人
过去的事也就算了
也请你们以后别在伤害他人了
那种滋味真的不好受

所以
我很珍惜现在我所拥有的一切
家人啊
朋友啊
还有你啊 ^.*
所有的人。事。物。
我都会好好珍惜的！


对于那个你
我更不会轻易放手
因为我不想让自己后悔一辈子~

~因为曾经经历过伤害，

所以现在更懂得珍惜身边的一切~