Photo-shot Session

Today I have photo shot session in my school

I just put on BB cream and foundation before I went to sch

I not dare to draw eye liner and eye shadow since that I havent practice

I were fb-ing when I waiting for my friends in sch

and I saw many posts on my wall

I were happy to know that u care me so much

and so kan cheong about me

At that moment, I feel sweet and warm

Before taking photo

gt two professional ladies help me to make up and tie hair first~

When I approached to the make up lady

she said "oh u have a good complexion, no need to put on so much make up."

After that she just anyhow put the make up on my face

I think she done within 5min =,=

My eyes look like no spirit at all

she still said nice 

really want to punch her la >.<

However, the hair styling lady not bad

she said my face suit all type of hair styles

she asked me want to put down the hair or tie up or curl or straighten

I have no idea =,=

then I said I let her decided

She keep on touch and comb my hair and took a long time to consider =,=

After a few mins, she said she want to tie it up

but when she tied up

she asked me want to curl or not

she feel like want to curl my hair

then I ok with it lor

I also quite interested to see how I look like with curl hair

But...but...

I regret at last T,T

I look like 25 year old girl with curl hair 

and too mature alr

curl hair not suit me at all >.<

After we took the professional photos

we start spamming Jin pei camera alr

we took a lot of photos crazily :D

After sch I accompany Jespreet went to Clementi mall to buy some make up materials

then heading to home after that :)

Actually I not really want to go home

but I have no where to go

no friends to find

Suddenly feel that I'm so lonely here

I hope I can go back SP :(

I really hate to be alone in sg

it's very bored and sien

Actually many places are in my list

but I just dun wan to go with my oneself only~

On the way home,

he called me~

Without the reason, throw his temper on me again

I being scolded like idiot and I duno what's happened

I fed up too~

Ytr we just said we won't quarrel again, but we argue again today >.<

It is very ridiculous lo, I even duno what is the reason

Reached home, skype-ing

show him my new look 

but end up with anger

he keep on shooting me and hurt me

I duno what's going on~

I feel hurt and sad

Luckily after bathe, 

he start to explain alr

I crying in the phone

and I sure that he can feel it

Hope that he know how deep he hurt me again

Finally, I know the reason

it's just bcz he misunderstanding my words and think too much

but I dun think I were wrong~

Today mood is like roller coaster,

very high at the beginning

very low at the end

Somemore, is the same person make it high and down~ =,='''

Talk so much for what, time to sleep! 

Night :)

Look like aunty >.< Too mature alr~

I thought~

Long long time never update alr
this is bcz: common test period and busy with assignments
However, 
a lot of unhappy things happened in the week when I chiong-ing for test
It's a very long story, I not gonna to share here
Anyway, I've moved to Bukit Panjang, my uncle house for one week alr
I love the environment here and it near to my sch
I really feel like want to stay here for a long time
and I start to searching for cheaper rent room ard here
but today my mum told me dun move out
just stay at relative house as in my aunty need me now
but I still feel like want to move out
want to be independent >.<
I really dun wan to lost my freedom and my life
I want it to be the way I want~
but I have only weak power to control my life now :(

However, gt a disadvantage to move to here too :(
I and him being apart and we never meet for one week alr T_T
I enjoy my life over here but how can I satisfy without him?
but many things btw us happened when we not meet for so long
maybe we feel insecure with each other
maybe we miss each other too much
and maybe we too busy
the frequency of contact become lesser and lesser...
I am not worry about this since that I know our heart are stick together one

However, something happened last night
he was angry on me
and the reason is because of a harmless guy
and he lost his control
He gave me a bomb on the spot :((
It's so hurt but he duno
I know that he feel bad about this but trust me kay?
I'm always with euu~
Should have self-confident to yourself and confident to me
U know me well right?

Sometime,

guy are easy get jealous than girl~

They are just so sensitive~

In this week,

we have small argue

big argue

small fight

big fight

and all through phone

The things is going worse when we cannot meet and settle

Somemore I having common test now

Stress + Sad 

This few days only the tears accompany me

I tear bcz first paper not doing well,one A gone ><

I tear bcz he get impatient to me

I tear bcz he yell to me

I tear bcz he not understand me

I tear bcz he treat me like stranger

I tear bcz of one message

I tear bcz of one word

I tears...that's why~

And the tears everytime drop like nobody matter

even I can't control it

After this all, I just realise that 

actually I not strong enough

I still will cry like child 

I still need a hug

I thought I mature alr

I thought I can handle all the hardest situation alr

I thought I will keep my tears well

I thought I can live without him

All are just I thought...

Anyway, I hope that we can cross the obstacles

and make our relationship will stronger than before :)

I know we can do that!

Night world~

All happened in this 3 weeks~

Very very very long time never update ad
I think almost 3 weeks ad

In this 3 weeks,
a lot of thing happened
mostly are unhappy one :(

The most terrible one was happened on last week~
Last week Wednesday,
he suddenly called me
and told me he will leave SG on 16th Dec
and he will never come back ad
He told me with a serious voice~
I were discussing assignments with my friends in school when I received his call
I shocked and cannot accept it at that moment~
I know that this day is coming soon
but I never notice that actually next month is already December
I have no mental prepare at all :''(
Since that day,
I were no mood to do anything
including my school works
I live with sad in this few days
beside the feeling of sad, still is the feeling of sad T__T

However,
yesterday he said he maybe will continue his study at SG one more year
then only go to Australia
This is the decision of his parents
I duno why
but I know that he very disappointed and sad
Initially when I know this news
I thought I will happy
who know,
I not happy at all
cause he is so sad and still try the best to persuade his parents
but he failed to do that
He told me how deep he's hurt
how sad he is
how disappointed he is
He planned to do a lot of things there
but his hope is drop at last
I were so pain when I see him like this
I rather that he go to Australia happily
I also dun wan he stay here with a sad face

Actually,
I contradicted myself~
What can I do now is to console him
and tidy up my mood to chiong for my study
common test is coming soon,
sigh~~~

Oppss...
forgot to say
I went to watched "那些年我们一起追的女孩“ already
I went to watch with him on the first day it release in cinema - 10th of November
it's a super nice movie
It scene is very close to the reality surrounding us
and the story is so true and really very close to our reality
It not like the common movie that always have a fairy tale and happy ending
It really touch my heart and I dropped tears in movie theater
I have a lot of feelings and I become emo after I watched this...
I recalled many things that happened in Secondary school
and such sad ending actually is the ending of most of the affection that started in Secondary sch~
This movie really Worth to watch :)
Love it so much ^_^

Busy Busy Busy

Long time no update ad
bcz...I very very very very busy now
haha...
Actually this week is the 3rd week of sch ad
and almost every module start to have assignment ad
that why I so busy la
A lot of tutorials and assignment
come one by one to me
I start to feel stress ad
somemore gt some module are quite difficult
and I think I need to put more and more effort to study ad

Btw,
Iphone 4S reached SG at 28 Oct
and I decided to get one for myself ^^
Although gt abit expensive
but I will work hard as part timer
and earn some allowance to pay for it :)

Okieeee~
I need to continue my research of my assignment ad
Byeee :D

这几天~

这几天，

没什么上网

直到今天

知道为什么我那么乖吗？

呵呵。。。

那是因为拜五我跟某人出去走走

结果他帮我拿着电脑

拿着拿着就拿回他家了

哈哈哈~

我也忘了

所以一直到今天才拿回电脑咯

上个星期五

跟那某人还有他的两个朋友去看了电影

Paranormal Activity 3

还蛮吓人的

不过要说精彩的话

应该是Paranormal 2 

比较精彩

不过整部戏我应该都是全程用手遮着看的啦

哈哈~

还有还有

星期五学校有OCBC的Frank Card Promotion

所以我就顺便伸请了一张Debit Card

而且是不用付任何费用或存款的

而且利息又比较高

所以就申请了咯~

Hmmm.....

星期六星期日没什么特别

就去打打工咯

一天做6个小时

还不错啦

赚些零用钱

放工了就和他吃个晚餐

过后就没什么节目了

本来打算去 USS 体验一下 Halloween 的气氛

那边有办一些恐怖的活动

只是有点贵

就不去啦

不要花钱吓自己

哈哈~

最后呢。。。

最令我头痛的还是功课

第一个星期的功课已经很有挑战性了

不敢想像接下来的会有多难搞

唉~~~

这个Semester得努力拼啊！！！

冲啊~~~~~！！！！！

对了对了！

差点忘了

我妈星期三就会到新加坡咯

应该会在着住3 到 4 天

呵呵~期待期待~ ^_^

>.<'''

I met him at Bugis after school

and we just want to meet 

and go somewhere to talk only

who know...

we talk and walk around Bugis

then I saw a lot of things

there are so tempting

then I think that I dun have any Black colour short pant

Sooooo.....

I bought a short pant in black color at last

but it's denim type 

and at offer price

just $11~

Hmmm...I think still ok la hor... 

I know I should not buy anything ad

cz I spent too much in few days ago

but only one more pant...

should be okay la hor?

I trying to persuade myself

so that I will not so guilty 

haha~

Anyway,

I think all is his fault la

why want to meet at Bugis wor...

Sigh~

---------------------------------------------

Today,
I've went for 3 lectures in one day
it's so pack for my brain
I think I can't absorb it in once time
need time to revise again
the more serious one
is RFA - Regulatory Framework of Accounting
walao eh....
Lecturer tried to teach two set of lecture notes in two hours
and every single page of the notes are full of word!!
It's so wordy and so hard to follow
he talk very fast and never explain properly also
how can I know what he talking about
Sigh again~
I think this sem is a tough semester again~

Business Communication ad make me headache
now RFA come to make me worser =,='''

Hope that I can cover and catch up 
--Cost Accounting
--Taxation
--Finance of International Trade

:(
and now I start to worry about next sem internship ad
I feel so insecure and worry~~
Have to pray hard start from now
If not,
I will die in a ugly way~
haizzz....

~Good night people~

Shopping crazily~

Yesterday
my school end at 1pm
and decided to go JB with one of my JB friend - Jin Pei :)
we having our lunch at school before we go


Before we go JB
I accompany her to go SGX centre to submit her thing first
then we walk to another building
from tanjong pagar to raffles place
because she still need to submit something to her agent


After walking under big big big sun
we go to Bugis and take bus there
We took 30 min to reach JB and we go City Square~

Actually I exchange $200 dollar to RM 500
It's so much~! Because the currency really keep on increase
hahaha...worth it~
Actually I just plan to buy something to pamper myself after working
and I just thought I will just spend around RM200
who know!!!
Once I reach there
and go shop by shop
I start feel excited and out of control ad
I start to buy this and that
and can't stop myself from buying
and I feel paise to my friend also la
she like nothing to buy and 
just company me walk here and there
 and I really shopping until forgot the time ad
Initially we plan to go back at 7pm
who know when I realise
the time ad is 830pm
and I still haven't buy all the thing I need and I want


Finally,
we finish shopping at 930pm
and at that time,
my wallet just left RM70++
LOL~!!!!
I spent too much ad!!!
but I never regret la
cz I really buy a lot of things that I really like
I feel so happy and satisfy ;)


We go back at 1030pm
and reach Singapore at 11pm
It's so late
Sorry to my friend ya
let her go back so late :(
Dui Bu Qi lo~~~

Ok,
after reach home
I start to clear my things
and calculate my expenses


I bought->>

2 T-shirt

1 denim

1 cotton short

1 backpack

1 handbag

3 SNOOPY sticker

1 watch

1 wallet

1 sandal

1 cover shoe

2 bracelet

and food & bus fare

Total spent RM 421.30

in 5 hours =,=|||

Wow...I also shock when I know it!

So I just left RM 78.70 in my wallet now

but at least I cheer myself up

and now I can tidy up my mood

and focus on study ad :D

Thanks Jin Pei willing to spend ur time to accompany me to shop like crazy girl ya~!
^_^

Took in the PADINI shop when we wait for my watch to be done ^^

Took at the kastam, breads as our dinner bcz we shopping until too late ad, food court din't wait for us >.<

School reopen ad~!

Today,
school reopen ad
I can't wait to see all my friends ad^^

I found another way to go to sch
it just need to transfer one time
not like last time need to transfer twice
very troublesome
although the time taken still the same
around one hour to reach sch~
but unfortunately,
I can't found the bus stop after I went out from MRT station
I did follow the website instruction
but I failed
so I just went back to station
and took train to sch
It make me very pekchet and angry
I walked so long
and I tried a few path to find that bus stop
somemore is walk under big big sun!
So,
this thg spoil my mood in the early morning ad >.<
HNG~!

Just now after sch,
I really unwilling to give up like this
so I took the bus to reach the bus stop
and I tried to find the way to mrt station
Finally!!!
I found that!
then it's mean that website show me the wrong way
and wrong exit
so that I can't found it
LOL~!!!

However,
today quite happy
I long time no go sch ad
and long time no see all my friends too
after morning class
we met up at Makan Place
and everyone talk about their holidays life
some went to OIP
they sharing their experiences with us
some went to work as part time
and some start their driving lesson ad
but I less talking la
but my stomach cramp
very pain and suffer :((

After lunch,
we separate and go to our own class
I taking German Language in this sem
and I found that it's so funny
but really quite hard to learn
because german have a very weird and strong accent
that I take time to learn
but my tutor very funny
and make the 4 hours lesson become very fun and attractive ^^

Now my life change to study mode ad :)
Jia u~!
Hope can score well in this sem~

He's back :)

Yesterday,
he reached Singapore at around 430pm
from our hometown-Sungai Petani
but unhappy that I cant go to pick him up
cz I still have to work :(

After work,
I go to meet him directly
However, before I board the bus
suddenly I feel like want to buy the pop corn
and share with him :)
And I just went to the pop corn shop-"Garrett"
bought a small size caramel crispy pop corn
it cost me $8 =,=
but I happy with it when I know that I can share this with him :)

After that,
we met up and talk a lot of thg
one week no see ad lerh!
Miss him so much :')
So happy that he come back to me ad ^^

Eye bag so big =,= '''

Actually,
I afraid that he really will leave me alone here in one day
and I know this day coming soon
just I still can't accept the truth
and I really can't and dun wan to face it~
It's so suffering and sad :''(

Everytime I feel sad and full of loneliness
when he walk off from my view
such as when he alight the bus(I still in the bus and his house reach first),
when he go back home from my house...............
I become so easily to get emo and sensitive
I feel that
everything hint me that he wont stay here any longer~

So...
I still try my best to do mental preparation
so that I wont too sad when that day come~
Honestly to say,
I really hope that he wont leave me alone here
I hope that he will choose to stay here with me~

Hope that
the day u leave me...will never ever come to me~!

突然~

这几天

不知怎么的

在无聊没事做的时候

突然折起纸鹤来

我已经两年没折这东西了

我也不知道怎么突然想要折~

这让我想起了他~

不知道他最近怎样了

还好吧~

每次折着折着

就想起好多以往的事

一幕幕浮现在脑海里

想想真的还会难过 T^T

后来，

今天跟一个同事说了过去的故事

感觉比较好点了

不然怪怪的

也不知道怎么了

就那么的突然~~

Took at Paragon~

Took at Centre Point~

They make me recall a lot of thg~

Hope u have a happy life now :)

Sickness go worse

这几天生病了
可是却一直跑去淋雨
我不是故意的哦
是一直忘了带伞
这几天我都等雨停了
才去做工
但是没想到
每次到了Orchard
那边还在下雨
但我又没时间等了快迟到了
所以只好在雨中跑
从Sommerset 走到Centrepoint
那个距离真的还不短耶！
而且还得过马路
所以啊
本来喉咙痛差不多要好了
怎么知道现在变成严重感冒 =,=|||
所以这几天我都直接拿店里的winter jacket来穿
不然太冷了~

这个感觉好像在冬天哦 :D

今天是我工作的最后第三天了

而且明天Off day

所以我才可以熬夜 ^^

昨天，

不知道哪根经不对

我的同事突然很想吃Pop corn

而且是Garret他 的

这个是很好吃但很贵的Pop corn

她告诉我小包的5块而已

我想说可以share share

所以就答应了

结果。。。。。。

她买回来时

告诉我

一包小包的要8块叻！！！

我长那么大还没吃过酱贵的pop corn lerh!

没办法咯，不买都买了~~

只好还她4块咯，心痛叻~！！

不过那个pop corn真的是很好吃啦

物有所值啦

吃了有幸福的感觉 ^^Y

Garrett Popcorn, small size one ^^

Caramel Crispy flavor :)

I still duno why they say "love is messy" ???

This fellow huh, die die also dun wan let me take her photo >.<
这是我最谈得来的同事~

Ugly sia ><'''

不过，吃到最后
我的喉咙顶不顺了
开始狂咳~
结果就是喉咙一直好不了
哈哈~贪吃的结果

好了，是时候睡觉咯
晚安 :)

Sick T^T

Sickness can u go away? :'(

Yesterday,
I feel abit unwell ad
and always feel like vomiting
who know~
Today I really fall sick ad
sore throat,
migraine,
coughing,
and stomachache

T___________T
Very suffer now ah~!
Somemore he is not here
and I'm alone here~

I think is cause by bad weather lo
cold a while hot a while
morning raining noon big sun
haiz........

I hope I can recover soon
bcz my sch going to reopen soon ad
on 17th of October :)
Cannot wait to go sch sia!

but sad to know that
I have to study for "8 SUBJECTS"  in this sem
walao eh~~~
so many subjects sia
expect me to learn all at the same time in this 6 months??!
haiz....
what to do, just my luck =,='''

Further more,
happy that I can learn one more language now
that is German language
but I just learn the basic only, for 6 weeks
not like my French course
I will further my French course in this sem too
I taking French 102 now ^.^
hope that I can manage to learn two different languages at the same time~

Okieee~~
Cant wait to see all my friends ad,
so I have to jia u and take good care of myself =D
I dun wan to go sch with a sick body
sooooo~ 
going to sleep now
Night world =) 

昨天，今天

今天，

心情很复杂~

先说昨天，

昨天没做工

跟一个七年没见的朋友见面了

自从小学毕业后，

她就到槟城读书了

不过很可惜

以前我们都是三人行的

三个死党

不过这次久违的重逢

却只剩下我们两个

有一个已经很久没联络了

不知道她还记得我们吗

我们两点约在Vivo City 见面

我们聊了很多

没想到她对小学的记忆还很深刻

不过有些人事物我真的记不起来了

然后我们聊了大概4个小时

就回家了~

我很开心，也很激动~

我没想过那次分别后

我还能再见到她的

而且还是过了七年后！！！

过后我就和他走走

去Play Ground 玩玩

没想到他真的很喜欢小孩子

他真的可以去跟那些不认识的小孩子

玩这玩那

不过我在一旁看了

觉得还满开心的 ^_^

然后当然就去吃晚餐

聊聊天

就回家了~

而且他隔天就要回 SP 了~ T^T

We playing at Play ground ^^

Our dinner at Fortune Centre ;)

不过呢~

今天我心情就超低落的！

他今天搭一点的飞机回去

我没办法去送他

不过也还好啦

最重要的是

他到了一定要给我一个信息

至少可以让我安心嘛

不过那个臭人

竟然没有打给我没有信息我

而且他的电话也不能通！！

我真的担心死了~！

我就这样一直等等等~
很担心也很焦急

完全没有他的消息

我一直告诉自己

再多一下就会收到他的信息了

结果他让我心急了4，5个小时

才打给我！

那时我真的很高兴

终于有他的消息了

但那时我也崩溃了

对着电话就是一直骂骂骂！

我真的很很很生气~

我真的不知道为什么

他可以逍遥自在的出门

然后也没想到还有一个我在等他的消息

哎呀！我不知道啦！

烦死了~ 一想到就生气

真不知道要怎样才能气消！

现在想了还是觉得很生气

>.< 

Met 2 CID

Today,
after work I went for dinner with my dar
then after that we just sit at the garden beside my house and chit chat la
suddenly gt 2 strangers come to us
and they showed their Police Pass to us
and they asked us some info

We rewind the time first
before the CID come
we suddenly saw a man wearing white t-shirt run very faster from behind
and he run to bus stop
then we just like said why he run so fast
the bus stop so far
he sure cant chase the bus one la
then we continue our topic lo
who know~!

Suddenly the CID come
and asked
" Do u see a man running through here? He's wearing white color shirt
and bermudas"

We just think back and told them whatever we saw lo
and we not sure also
then we told them he's chasing a single deck bus
but after that he board another double deck bus
Actually we not sure also la,
just depends on our impression

I think the CID trust us la
he called his other partners
then I just know that actually gt so many CID around us =,=
and they board a car at the bus stop
and chase the buses!

Finish!
Hahaha...actually I were shocked when they show me the police pass
I thought they want to check us or what...
Luckily they just want to ask sthg, hahaha :DD
then I feel very excited also la
first time met this thg
somemore is CID lerh
most important is they are so young and handsome!!!!!!
I thk they just around 20++ years old only!
OMGG!!! :P

I wondering that
who is the person they want to catch
is it a thief?
is it a murderer?
is it big case or small case?
lol...many qns in my mind now lerh
I just curious la~
hahaha...
not bad la
a good experience huh :)

Tire month

This month is a terrible month
It make me tire and lack of sleep
because I have to work in this sem break
and working life is damn tire and sien!

Now I start miss my study life
and all my poly friends
I feel that our break too long ad
7 weeks lerh!
I feel like very boring ad >.<

Somemore,
the work so boring
everyday slack only
haiz =,='''
I still have 2 more weeks to go~
Everytime I reach home from my work place
I already no energy to do anything ad
including online and watching tv
I will faster go to bath and sleep!

Working life make me no entertainment
and no freedom at all
I dun like to work
but I still need to work for the money sake =,=|||
Arrghhhh~!!

Faster open sch la!!!
I want to enjoy my study life!
Miss u all my friends :)
Hope can see u all soon ^^

Happy and Sad

Today, I quite busy,
firstly,
I went to Boon Lay MRT station in noon
it's sooooooooo far~!!!
LOL!
Because I want to go to apply loan for my sch fees
Initially,
my cousin want to fetch me at my house one
but he suddenly have sthg to do at Jurong Point
and we cant go to apply on another day,
cz he need to go to German tomorrow for 2 weeks
so I force to go there and meet him
it took me 1 and half an hour to reach there >.<'''

Luckily,
the staff of DBS bank are so efficient
they said we maybe need to wait for 30min to 45min
so we just sit at some place and chit chat
but after around 15 min
the staff called me and it's our turn ad
I feel that they are so efficient and so fast
actually still gt many people in queue...

After that,
he fetch me home and he went back ad :)
Thanks alot ya ^^

Then I just went to food court and waiting for him
to walk here from his house :P
He let me wait for 30 min lo >.<
then we start to enjoy our lunch ^_^

Luckily the weather is nice and not too hot
we just went to ECP again
our plan went smoothly today ;)
I cycling He skating

we chatting while we exercising
I enjoy that moment
and I hope that the road is endless
so that I can hold this moment and this feeling forever :)
It's so relax and relief ~

But sthg happen when we on the way to return our stuff
he tried to catch me and I keep on increase my speed
I ride faster and faster just want to avoid catching by him
who know
he suddenly fell down and he's hurt
he said he almost catch my bag ad
then I suddenly speed up
he loss his balance and fell down
I so heartpain to see he's bleeding
he hurt his shank and thigh
OMG~!!
I so guilty and feel so sorry to him......
and the more worse thg happen again
he fell down again =,=|||
this is bcz he feel pain and hard to balance himself ad
but we still not yet reach the shop
haiz...
Poor him...

He is so good...
and brave...
he stand up and told me
it's not pain
and he turn to console me
bcz I really very sad and I can feel his pain :'(
I suppose to console him
but he just come to console me when I so guilty abt it

I suddenly become so emo after he fell down
and my mood turn down and down
after he console and console
he still can laugh =,=
then I much more better ad
and I help him clean his wound
but we have no medicine even acriflavine solution

I just want to go home early
after we returned the bicycle and skate shoe
bcz I just want to clean his wound properly and apply solution
and we just went home without having dinner :(
I so heartpain to see him suffering from pain
but he just said man must be strong and man cant hurt by this minor wound
but I see that the wound are quite big and they are bleeding :''((
I still can feel his pain now >.<

That's all...Today end with the mix feelings of happy and sad :)
tomorrow evening,
he will flight back to Malaysia for 3 days
return on next monday
I quite sad
that means I cant see him in the next 4 days
cz I start to work tomorrow and he is leaving at 6pm
that time I still work in the shop
cant send him
wuwuwuwuwu~~~ T_____T

Ok la,
shall focus on chatting with him now :)
Night people ^.^

Raining day

Today we plan to go ECP cycling one
but we really unlucky
today suddenly heavy raining
and it's non-stop
so we just can stay at home chit chat
and force to cancel our plan =,=
yaya, we means my boyfriend and me :)

However, I feel happy too
as long as I can spend my time with him
I feel fulfilling and satisfy ad :)

Today actually is a quite nervous day
bcz today I have to choose my next sem time table online
it's called Self Select Timetabling
if I failed to get in the class with my friends
means I have to study in another class next sem
I dun want this happen to me again
cz I gt an experience before,
I failed to get into the same class with my friends
bcz my internet connection weak and it lag when I login my account
So...
today I woke up early in the morning--830am
after preparing,
I bring my laptop and went to my friends house
bcz his house has strong and fast internet connection
I standby and login to my NPAL account at 915am
and wait until 10am
My heartbeat keep on increase with the pass of every single minute
I also keep on praying
hope I wont be the unlucky one

Finally, I managed to get into same class with all my friends :)
but it was so scary at 10am sharp!
cz my internet really lag abit lo
luckily it only lag for 1 min
My heart was like want to drop down ad at that moment
really scary sia~!
After that,
I feel so happy and my mood become very good
so I feel that today is a nice day for me ^^

However,
we still failed to carry out our plan today
just because today is a rainy day >.<
Spoil our plan~
Never mind, tomorrow want to go again!!

I just have 3 days off in this week
so I must spend this 3 days with an important person
and with some meaningful events :)

Tomorrow is my last off day
so I must plan sthg to do
and I wont waste every single second of it

Tomorrow will be a nice day for us

--JS--

甜甜的滋味 ^_＊

这三天都没有做工，所以我要好好的陪陪他，顺便去散散心。。。

我们已经很久没好好的约会了，不是忙考试就是忙做工 =,=

所以呢...今天我们决定去 East Coast Park Cycling to relax ourselves :)

J & S

我们大概五点多到那边

我要骑脚车，他要skating

Plan 好一切了

哪里知道那些店竟然今天休息

害我们的计划全毁了

不过没关系

海浪还是那么的漂亮

我们去买了些零食和汽水

坐在海边边吃边看风景聊天

还蛮不错的

不久后，

我们当然就到海边玩啦！

我还真的不敢站在太深的地方

总觉得没安全感

随时会跌进海里的感觉

不过他慢慢牵着我走

慢慢的，我比较不怕了，呵呵～

我们拍了很多照片哦

可是他不要给我叻　>.<'''

我们一直沿着海岸走

感觉好好哦！

后来玩着玩着

就在沙滩写起字来了:)

他拿了两个贝壳洗了洗

然后说：“给你！”

虽然那边有好多的贝壳

没什么大不了

可是我还是很珍惜的把它们两个收起来了

He wrote one ♥

I wrote one ♥

What's he doing? He was washing shells for me :))

They are so precious to me ♥♥♥

♥JS♥

天色暗了

我们也打算回家了

我就用海水洗我的鞋

怎么知道！

突然有人从后面抱起我

而且还打横抱起

吓到我心脏都要掉出来了

因为我站在海里嘛

很怕他失手掉下去耶！

他还一直抱着跑跑跑不放！

害我一直尖叫，好丢脸哦～

哈哈哈～～～

后来我们的鞋子和下半身都好脏哦

都是沙子，怎么都清洗不干净

而且要赤脚从海边走到马路上

脚底好痛哦，又怕踏到玻璃　>.<

走了几步，

他突然不走了

而且还要穿我的鞋

然后把全部东西给我拿

真是无理取闹

不过他弄好后

突然叫我跳上他背后

原来如此！！

然后就这样

他一路背着我，一直走到跑步道为止

好感动哦　:')

我们大略清洗过后就回家了

可是鞋子里还是有很多沙

磨擦到我的脚好痛哦！

他看了,心疼...

就这样把我背起来

一路走到underpass

还过了underpass

走上楼梯，不短哦。。。

一直到出大路为止

我，无言。。。

真的...很感动！

好开心　:''))

那条路好长哦

我好内疚，我只是抱怨几声而已嘛

可是他却那么认真

我看他走到累了

想自己下来走了

可他还坚持走到大路

我真的好感动哦！！

真的不知道要怎么形容那种感觉

又惊讶又感动又开心又想哭的感觉。。。

我觉得自己真的好幸福　:'')

后来，一起去吃了晚餐

他送我到家后，就回了～

明天我们还会再去踏脚车

不过是和他的朋友一起

希望明天的计划不会被毁掉哦！

期待明天！　^_^

谢谢你　:)

今天，真的很开心

很值得纪念

是个很好的回忆！

我会永远记住的！！！

ILoveYou, MyBoy

Everyone has their own target, right?

。无奈。

Today after work

I online and want to chit chat with my friend

(cz tomorrow I off

Weeee~! :D)

but finally it's not a happy ending lo

One of my classmate msg me on MSN
and he asked me about my GPA
I sure said I very sad and disappointed one mah
because I really sad with it
I even cried for whole night until my eyes swollen 
so he dare not to guess my result

He asked me whether higher than 3
I said yes la
cz if lower than 3, I think I will just straight away jump down from my HDB la!
and I told him honestly lo
BUT!!!
BUT!!!
He unhappy and like angry lerh!
He said "Get this result still sad ah? I dun wan to talk to u ad"
then he go offline directly
I was shocked!!
I still duno what happen now >.<

Friend, I not purposely one u know?
Everyone has their own target right?
I can't accept this result is cz I set a very high target for myself
but it's depends on individual one
So very sorry la >.<
I really sad with it and I really did cried 
I'm not just kidding with u okay?
I not meant to hurt u or anything la, okay?

U angry/sad cz u never know about my target 
and u still didnt know me well
For me, study is my priority
it's very super truly important for me
so this time, the result is the most worse result I get in this 19 years 
even I sit for many exam from in secondary sch for 5 years
I still can maintain my result
but duno why when I go to poly
my result like drop and up
it's not under my control
I can't maintain it >.<
even I study hard for exam
Sooo...now u know what I mean by and why I said like that?

Sorry that if I said anything wrong or make u unhappy~
And u scared me u knw? directly go offline =,= I still wondering why suddenly u get angry~

Okiee...time to sleep, tomorrow need to view time table ad

have to discuss with friends which set is ideal for us 

Night people :)

LEMMI is a german brand since 1959

Yay~! I'm working now :)

Currently I working as part timer now

that why I less online and less update my blog

I work in a shop called LEMMI Fashion

is a kids and adult winter and summer collection

I tell u all my story before I start to work first~

When I reached Sg from my hometown

I suppose to start to work at 12th Sept

So I call my boss and ask for time

then she told me I need to go for 2nd interview first

she want to know am I a fast leaner and test my sense of fashion!!

I faint and very angry that time

cz she already confirmed with me before I went back M'sia

and now she said want to test again

LOLZ~!

I bo bian lo...

Went to interview at 12th and she test me a lot of things

she even asked me to know about their balance stock in one hour!

Siao ah...I not genius lo

However, Luckily 

she took me and start to work at 13th

If not ah, I sure raise argument with her one!!!

She offer me $1200 to work 30 days for her

and one day off in one week

I accepted lo

no choices mah =,=

I asked her whether gt lunch time or any break time or not

she told me have to da bao to shop and eat in shop one

LOLZ~!

Surprise me again! 

I tot now Sg wont let staff eat in shop and will have lunch time one

haiz...

Never mind la

she want to hire me very good ad

Ok then

She told me

her shop is a children fashion shop

have winter and summer collection

but now they focus on winter clothes

year end ad mah :)

and she has 4 outlet in Sg

so she need me to go anywhere that short of staff

so I can't stay stationary in a place

Her outlet at Paragon, CentrePoint, Vivo and United Square

First day,

She put me at Paragon Lvl 5

then start at 1030am

but first day I kena scold ad

cz she gave me a set of sale talks when I went for interview

and she asked me to memorize all the sentences

It's like 5 pages u know?

How can I remember all in one night

and I very blur also la

I forgot to bring at the first day

so she angry on me lo =,=

So I tot she is a bad boss

I dun like her

give me a lot of pressure and I unhappy with her

and I just stay at Paragon for a few hours only 

cz she asked me to walk to Centre Point from 1200pm to 9pm

but it's quite near la 

Second day,

she put me at Vivo City

there is quite near from my house,

10 mins can reach ad ^^

I like to work there also,

cz it's just infront of children playground 

I can see children playing and I feel happy when I see their happy face :D

My boss named Auntie Jasmine and Uncle Andrew

Jasmine went to Vivo in second day also

she want to test my product knowledge

luckily I can answer all, hehe ^^

Third day I also work at Vivo

I more familiar with the stock and all the knowledge ad

so I not scare at all

and she did ask this ask that also

and she trust on me and gt praise me ^^

and she ask me to hold CentrePoint key

After that I found that actually she is a easy going person

just she get pekchet easily

but she no harm one

just like to nagging 

so she is not scolding me actually

haha...good!

So start from 4th day

I work at CentrePoint half day

and walk to Paragon to work for another half day

It's quite fun and I learn a lot of things

I now know how to differentiate leather ad

and I know well abt winter jacket material and various types of it

and I know a lot of friends

they all quite friendly and nice

they even protect me from auntie's nag :DD

Actually our clothes and shoes are quite expensive

because is german brand mah

and all shoes 100% pure leather one

clothes are made of high-tech fiber one

that why la!

But when I work at Paragon hor

I saw a lot of parents very generous one

they just ask their kids to try and they even didnt see the price tag one lo

they will just buy and pay if their kids like it!

All use credit card one =,=

Their children how blissful sia

one pair of baby shoe $200++

one baby top $100+

who want to buy wor

If for me la

I will ran away lo

so expensive, siao de >.<

but really gt a lot of people can afford

wondering their salary per month

hahahaha :D

Anyway it's tire but fun

my leg like want to break ad

Can u imagine

everyday stand for 10.5 hours?

Luckily

I can sit down sometime la

if I work with other full timer

they wont mind one

as long as we never sit in front of boss can ad

haha...

So I always find some excuses to go toilet or buy food

and I shopping around la :P

I see all the full timer also like that one

I just learn from them ;P

So I have to work until 15th Oct

while waiting for school reopen

I satisfy and happy with my job now :)