矛盾

今天，

拿到了Auditing paper

成绩好烂哦！

只拿了40 分 

其实是该开心的

因为我以为我只能拿B

但是我又很难过

因为分数都扣在我以为会对的答案

所以hor...

很矛盾下咯~

不懂该开心还是伤心

LOL~!

明天更紧张！

会拿到FMGT的分数

这科很难咯！

应该没什么希望啦~

有B就好偷笑了，

唉~~

====================================

刚才，

我们在公园聊天

你突然无厘头地问了我一句：

“如果12月我去澳洲的话你会怎样？”

！！！啊！！！

这是我一直以来不敢也不想面对的问题!

:'((

你还兴致勃勃的告诉我

你的计划你的打算

其实我心里已经难过的要死了~

我懂，那边有你要读的科目

我懂，那边有你要过的生活

我懂，那边有适合你的工作

我懂，那边比这更加适合你

我懂，那边有你发展的机会

我懂~我懂~我都懂~

可是，我呢？

怎么办？

远距离恋爱吗？

我对我俩都没信心~

理智上来说，我该支持你去

情感上来说，我并不想你去

好矛盾哦~

我不能太自私

不能阻止你的前途

毕竟那边有更多让你发展的机会

可我真的无法想象没有你的日子我该怎么过

我更不敢想象远距离恋爱会带来的问题

真的很惆怅，很矛盾~

唉！唉！唉！

*** 真希望时间可以过得慢一点 ***

...Sad Emo Depress...
Mashup of all the sad feelings

Last day of term break

Today is the last day of term break already
Sigh~
This break is meaningless T^T

All the things I met in this break is unlucky one
The most unhappy thing was received an fee voucher
Sien ah, dun wan say more about it ad~
Somemore in this period,
he was leaving me and went back to Malaysia...
Haiz...no one accompany me when I was down
T_T

Tomorrow school reopen already
I still feel lazy and slack~
Why huh?? I duno~

However, still got something make me happy and excited one la
hahaha, 
I earned $540 but I just working for 9 days only!
I satisfy with it already (✿◠‿◠)  


Today actually want to help him to move house one
but I overslept >.<
Oppss! Sorry uh, hehe :P
I already WALK to your house UNDER BIG SUN
and bought u lunch to apologize liao huh 
(◕^^◕)
This time you live near to me luu~
10 to 15 minutes walk can reach your house ad,
soooo happy~
Easier to find u and also no need to take bus or mrt ^^
U also dun think gt chance to do something bad behind me ah :P

Tonight have to sleep early
I dun wan others see a panda go to sch tomorrow
haha
NightZzzz world, sweet dream ya 


✿◕ ‿ ◕✿ 

疯

刚刚

做了一个疯狂的举动

我竟然一口气看了百多篇部落格

而且还是同一个人写的哦

从2009年到2010年的

看完了觉得她很可悲也很可笑

不过也看到了一些不该看的东西

哈哈~

没关系啦，

我不会介意的

毕竟都已经过去了

你啊，

那么小气竟然不高兴

笨蛋！

别管她~

我们会一直幸福下去的

◕‿◕

等等我吧

明天会准时出现在你面前的

呵呵

Memorable Moment:

"12.20am, 05072010"

总算松了一口气了 ^_^

今天，没有白白被浪费了

呵呵~

今天总算做完了tutorial和quiz

不过CLAW不懂怎样做叻

那天教授都没教完

所以都看不懂

哈哈哈~

本来hor

明天要去Kite Flying Event 的

在Marina Bay.

不过敏仪还在JB

没车载她回来

所以我们就没去了咯

其实我还蛮期待的说~

不过也没关系啦

明天还有很多东西要做

呵呵~

还有一件事让我大大的松了一口气

那就是我决定申请Tuition Fee Loan 

虽然毕业后要还

不过好过没钱啦

唉~

老妈说得对

我很不会想，只知道自己读书

哎哟，也不想想看是谁宠出来的（推卸责任中）

Blekk :P

不过啊

她说如果我觉得可以的话

就去打工

一毕业就可以把总数还请

那就不用还利息了

不过会很辛苦叻！

我不要啦，不过还好妈只是说而已

我当然不想去打工啦

酱辛苦 >.<

不过有时候还觉得自己很过分下

老爸老妈供我供得很辛苦

全部钱都用在我身上

那弟妹怎么办啊？

弟弟也是打算出国读书的叻！

不会到时候叫我供他吧~

哈哈哈~我应该还没有那种本事

没关系啦

迫在眉睫的事已经解决了就好

明年的是明年在想，嘿嘿~

最难过的事就是

►▶▸开学日期已经进入倒数阶段 了

我总觉得还有好多事没做哦

呜呜呜~

^︵^

而且！一开学就要面对一件极度恐怖的事情！

那就是

➪成绩出炉了！

唉，我已经预料到会是怎么样的成绩了 ☹

顺其自然吧 :)

晚安噜，呵呵~

Wish u sweet dream ya :)
Sorry for can't accompany u today... 

孤单，也是一种美

又delay了！

真气人 >.<

本来以为可以早点接到你的电话

哪里知道飞机有延迟了

无奈中~

=,=|||

这几天，

呼吸着没有你的空气

原来...也是会窒息~

自以为是的我

现在才懂，

没有你生活是机械化的

只有行尸走肉般的例行公事

没意义~~

偷偷地告诉你↷

刚刚发现,

自己和寂寞越来越熟悉了~

=不懂=

“都不懂能不能过得了今年”
意思是......??


--->无解

哦~ 开玩笑的。。。

不过......

好笑吗？

只有你在笑~

玩笑是这样开的吗？

怎么没人觉得好笑呢？

但是，

这玩笑听起来很认真

问问你自己吧~

真的只是个“玩”“笑”？

嗯。。。

好吧，无言以对~

有的时候，

玩笑开多了会让人困惑

你觉得呢？

想那么多干吗，睡觉去！

Sigh...~

Today my cousin double confirmed with CPF already...
They said I really cannot use any fund from CPF anymore
So sad to know it...

This few days I very worry and desperate
I duno how to get so much money at this time

Many suggestion from people:
School ask me to apply for loan
Aunty said she sponsor me
Supervisor ask me to work every weekend

I want to borrow from my aunty
but feel so paise and thanks so much to her
that she willing to sponsor me all the way :)

I think want to continue my job
but I will not have enough time to do revision and tutorial
if I working every weekend

Loan is too expensive for me
still need to pay interest every month

Haiz...
Sob Sob :'((

Super Pekchet Day!

Yesterday I received a letter sent by Finance Office of SSC
OMG~! 
They said I still have $2000++ Outstanding balance
WHAT THE HELL

I thought all my fees are pay by CPF Education Scheme
but then when I called CPF office
They said some law are modified already...
Now no more fund for me to pay my education fees
=.=|||

WALAO EH!!
They thought I really rich mie?!
How can I collect so much money at this time?
Somemore the due date is 1st of July
>.<



SIAO AH!
$2000++ equal to RM5000++

I feel so guilty to my Dad
I bring so many troublesome to him
Feel so SORRY TO DAD 
T^T

Today I just busy to call school and CPF Board
till now the problem still there
I duno how to solve it now

FAN AHHHH !!

First Blog ^_^

Hi my friends, I decided to open a public blog after I know many of my friends actually publishing their blog.

Currently listening to the emo song~
Missing him :)
He leave me alone at Singapore yesterday and only returns here on 23th :(

I quite sad...
I think I get used the day with him already...

Okok..Let's talk other things
Today is my first day working at Digital Asia, SL Square.
Actually I quite worry about the managers there,
because I heard that some of them are fierce...
Luckily they treated me good :D

Once I went in the shop
the manager said want to bring me to Funan which is DA main shop
LOL~!!! I NO TIME TO DO ANY MENTALLY PREPARATION~!
I very worry cause I really duno anyone there

But also very LUCKILY,
all the people there are nice :)

Today I really very lucky,
hahahas :D

Okieee~
Going to do my tutorial question now ^_^