Happy and Sad

Today, I quite busy,
firstly,
I went to Boon Lay MRT station in noon
it's sooooooooo far~!!!
LOL!
Because I want to go to apply loan for my sch fees
Initially,
my cousin want to fetch me at my house one
but he suddenly have sthg to do at Jurong Point
and we cant go to apply on another day,
cz he need to go to German tomorrow for 2 weeks
so I force to go there and meet him
it took me 1 and half an hour to reach there >.<'''

Luckily,
the staff of DBS bank are so efficient
they said we maybe need to wait for 30min to 45min
so we just sit at some place and chit chat
but after around 15 min
the staff called me and it's our turn ad
I feel that they are so efficient and so fast
actually still gt many people in queue...

After that,
he fetch me home and he went back ad :)
Thanks alot ya ^^

Then I just went to food court and waiting for him
to walk here from his house :P
He let me wait for 30 min lo >.<
then we start to enjoy our lunch ^_^

Luckily the weather is nice and not too hot
we just went to ECP again
our plan went smoothly today ;)
I cycling He skating

we chatting while we exercising
I enjoy that moment
and I hope that the road is endless
so that I can hold this moment and this feeling forever :)
It's so relax and relief ~

But sthg happen when we on the way to return our stuff
he tried to catch me and I keep on increase my speed
I ride faster and faster just want to avoid catching by him
who know
he suddenly fell down and he's hurt
he said he almost catch my bag ad
then I suddenly speed up
he loss his balance and fell down
I so heartpain to see he's bleeding
he hurt his shank and thigh
OMG~!!
I so guilty and feel so sorry to him......
and the more worse thg happen again
he fell down again =,=|||
this is bcz he feel pain and hard to balance himself ad
but we still not yet reach the shop
haiz...
Poor him...

He is so good...
and brave...
he stand up and told me
it's not pain
and he turn to console me
bcz I really very sad and I can feel his pain :'(
I suppose to console him
but he just come to console me when I so guilty abt it

I suddenly become so emo after he fell down
and my mood turn down and down
after he console and console
he still can laugh =,=
then I much more better ad
and I help him clean his wound
but we have no medicine even acriflavine solution

I just want to go home early
after we returned the bicycle and skate shoe
bcz I just want to clean his wound properly and apply solution
and we just went home without having dinner :(
I so heartpain to see him suffering from pain
but he just said man must be strong and man cant hurt by this minor wound
but I see that the wound are quite big and they are bleeding :''((
I still can feel his pain now >.<

That's all...Today end with the mix feelings of happy and sad :)
tomorrow evening,
he will flight back to Malaysia for 3 days
return on next monday
I quite sad
that means I cant see him in the next 4 days
cz I start to work tomorrow and he is leaving at 6pm
that time I still work in the shop
cant send him
wuwuwuwuwu~~~ T_____T

Ok la,
shall focus on chatting with him now :)
Night people ^.^

Raining day

Today we plan to go ECP cycling one
but we really unlucky
today suddenly heavy raining
and it's non-stop
so we just can stay at home chit chat
and force to cancel our plan =,=
yaya, we means my boyfriend and me :)

However, I feel happy too
as long as I can spend my time with him
I feel fulfilling and satisfy ad :)

Today actually is a quite nervous day
bcz today I have to choose my next sem time table online
it's called Self Select Timetabling
if I failed to get in the class with my friends
means I have to study in another class next sem
I dun want this happen to me again
cz I gt an experience before,
I failed to get into the same class with my friends
bcz my internet connection weak and it lag when I login my account
So...
today I woke up early in the morning--830am
after preparing,
I bring my laptop and went to my friends house
bcz his house has strong and fast internet connection
I standby and login to my NPAL account at 915am
and wait until 10am
My heartbeat keep on increase with the pass of every single minute
I also keep on praying
hope I wont be the unlucky one

Finally, I managed to get into same class with all my friends :)
but it was so scary at 10am sharp!
cz my internet really lag abit lo
luckily it only lag for 1 min
My heart was like want to drop down ad at that moment
really scary sia~!
After that,
I feel so happy and my mood become very good
so I feel that today is a nice day for me ^^

However,
we still failed to carry out our plan today
just because today is a rainy day >.<
Spoil our plan~
Never mind, tomorrow want to go again!!

I just have 3 days off in this week
so I must spend this 3 days with an important person
and with some meaningful events :)

Tomorrow is my last off day
so I must plan sthg to do
and I wont waste every single second of it

Tomorrow will be a nice day for us

--JS--

甜甜的滋味 ^_＊

这三天都没有做工，所以我要好好的陪陪他，顺便去散散心。。。

我们已经很久没好好的约会了，不是忙考试就是忙做工 =,=

所以呢...今天我们决定去 East Coast Park Cycling to relax ourselves :)

J & S

我们大概五点多到那边

我要骑脚车，他要skating

Plan 好一切了

哪里知道那些店竟然今天休息

害我们的计划全毁了

不过没关系

海浪还是那么的漂亮

我们去买了些零食和汽水

坐在海边边吃边看风景聊天

还蛮不错的

不久后，

我们当然就到海边玩啦！

我还真的不敢站在太深的地方

总觉得没安全感

随时会跌进海里的感觉

不过他慢慢牵着我走

慢慢的，我比较不怕了，呵呵～

我们拍了很多照片哦

可是他不要给我叻　>.<'''

我们一直沿着海岸走

感觉好好哦！

后来玩着玩着

就在沙滩写起字来了:)

他拿了两个贝壳洗了洗

然后说：“给你！”

虽然那边有好多的贝壳

没什么大不了

可是我还是很珍惜的把它们两个收起来了

He wrote one ♥

I wrote one ♥

What's he doing? He was washing shells for me :))

They are so precious to me ♥♥♥

♥JS♥

天色暗了

我们也打算回家了

我就用海水洗我的鞋

怎么知道！

突然有人从后面抱起我

而且还打横抱起

吓到我心脏都要掉出来了

因为我站在海里嘛

很怕他失手掉下去耶！

他还一直抱着跑跑跑不放！

害我一直尖叫，好丢脸哦～

哈哈哈～～～

后来我们的鞋子和下半身都好脏哦

都是沙子，怎么都清洗不干净

而且要赤脚从海边走到马路上

脚底好痛哦，又怕踏到玻璃　>.<

走了几步，

他突然不走了

而且还要穿我的鞋

然后把全部东西给我拿

真是无理取闹

不过他弄好后

突然叫我跳上他背后

原来如此！！

然后就这样

他一路背着我，一直走到跑步道为止

好感动哦　:')

我们大略清洗过后就回家了

可是鞋子里还是有很多沙

磨擦到我的脚好痛哦！

他看了,心疼...

就这样把我背起来

一路走到underpass

还过了underpass

走上楼梯，不短哦。。。

一直到出大路为止

我，无言。。。

真的...很感动！

好开心　:''))

那条路好长哦

我好内疚，我只是抱怨几声而已嘛

可是他却那么认真

我看他走到累了

想自己下来走了

可他还坚持走到大路

我真的好感动哦！！

真的不知道要怎么形容那种感觉

又惊讶又感动又开心又想哭的感觉。。。

我觉得自己真的好幸福　:'')

后来，一起去吃了晚餐

他送我到家后，就回了～

明天我们还会再去踏脚车

不过是和他的朋友一起

希望明天的计划不会被毁掉哦！

期待明天！　^_^

谢谢你　:)

今天，真的很开心

很值得纪念

是个很好的回忆！

我会永远记住的！！！

ILoveYou, MyBoy

Everyone has their own target, right?

。无奈。

Today after work

I online and want to chit chat with my friend

(cz tomorrow I off

Weeee~! :D)

but finally it's not a happy ending lo

One of my classmate msg me on MSN
and he asked me about my GPA
I sure said I very sad and disappointed one mah
because I really sad with it
I even cried for whole night until my eyes swollen 
so he dare not to guess my result

He asked me whether higher than 3
I said yes la
cz if lower than 3, I think I will just straight away jump down from my HDB la!
and I told him honestly lo
BUT!!!
BUT!!!
He unhappy and like angry lerh!
He said "Get this result still sad ah? I dun wan to talk to u ad"
then he go offline directly
I was shocked!!
I still duno what happen now >.<

Friend, I not purposely one u know?
Everyone has their own target right?
I can't accept this result is cz I set a very high target for myself
but it's depends on individual one
So very sorry la >.<
I really sad with it and I really did cried 
I'm not just kidding with u okay?
I not meant to hurt u or anything la, okay?

U angry/sad cz u never know about my target 
and u still didnt know me well
For me, study is my priority
it's very super truly important for me
so this time, the result is the most worse result I get in this 19 years 
even I sit for many exam from in secondary sch for 5 years
I still can maintain my result
but duno why when I go to poly
my result like drop and up
it's not under my control
I can't maintain it >.<
even I study hard for exam
Sooo...now u know what I mean by and why I said like that?

Sorry that if I said anything wrong or make u unhappy~
And u scared me u knw? directly go offline =,= I still wondering why suddenly u get angry~

Okiee...time to sleep, tomorrow need to view time table ad

have to discuss with friends which set is ideal for us 

Night people :)

LEMMI is a german brand since 1959

Yay~! I'm working now :)

Currently I working as part timer now

that why I less online and less update my blog

I work in a shop called LEMMI Fashion

is a kids and adult winter and summer collection

I tell u all my story before I start to work first~

When I reached Sg from my hometown

I suppose to start to work at 12th Sept

So I call my boss and ask for time

then she told me I need to go for 2nd interview first

she want to know am I a fast leaner and test my sense of fashion!!

I faint and very angry that time

cz she already confirmed with me before I went back M'sia

and now she said want to test again

LOLZ~!

I bo bian lo...

Went to interview at 12th and she test me a lot of things

she even asked me to know about their balance stock in one hour!

Siao ah...I not genius lo

However, Luckily 

she took me and start to work at 13th

If not ah, I sure raise argument with her one!!!

She offer me $1200 to work 30 days for her

and one day off in one week

I accepted lo

no choices mah =,=

I asked her whether gt lunch time or any break time or not

she told me have to da bao to shop and eat in shop one

LOLZ~!

Surprise me again! 

I tot now Sg wont let staff eat in shop and will have lunch time one

haiz...

Never mind la

she want to hire me very good ad

Ok then

She told me

her shop is a children fashion shop

have winter and summer collection

but now they focus on winter clothes

year end ad mah :)

and she has 4 outlet in Sg

so she need me to go anywhere that short of staff

so I can't stay stationary in a place

Her outlet at Paragon, CentrePoint, Vivo and United Square

First day,

She put me at Paragon Lvl 5

then start at 1030am

but first day I kena scold ad

cz she gave me a set of sale talks when I went for interview

and she asked me to memorize all the sentences

It's like 5 pages u know?

How can I remember all in one night

and I very blur also la

I forgot to bring at the first day

so she angry on me lo =,=

So I tot she is a bad boss

I dun like her

give me a lot of pressure and I unhappy with her

and I just stay at Paragon for a few hours only 

cz she asked me to walk to Centre Point from 1200pm to 9pm

but it's quite near la 

Second day,

she put me at Vivo City

there is quite near from my house,

10 mins can reach ad ^^

I like to work there also,

cz it's just infront of children playground 

I can see children playing and I feel happy when I see their happy face :D

My boss named Auntie Jasmine and Uncle Andrew

Jasmine went to Vivo in second day also

she want to test my product knowledge

luckily I can answer all, hehe ^^

Third day I also work at Vivo

I more familiar with the stock and all the knowledge ad

so I not scare at all

and she did ask this ask that also

and she trust on me and gt praise me ^^

and she ask me to hold CentrePoint key

After that I found that actually she is a easy going person

just she get pekchet easily

but she no harm one

just like to nagging 

so she is not scolding me actually

haha...good!

So start from 4th day

I work at CentrePoint half day

and walk to Paragon to work for another half day

It's quite fun and I learn a lot of things

I now know how to differentiate leather ad

and I know well abt winter jacket material and various types of it

and I know a lot of friends

they all quite friendly and nice

they even protect me from auntie's nag :DD

Actually our clothes and shoes are quite expensive

because is german brand mah

and all shoes 100% pure leather one

clothes are made of high-tech fiber one

that why la!

But when I work at Paragon hor

I saw a lot of parents very generous one

they just ask their kids to try and they even didnt see the price tag one lo

they will just buy and pay if their kids like it!

All use credit card one =,=

Their children how blissful sia

one pair of baby shoe $200++

one baby top $100+

who want to buy wor

If for me la

I will ran away lo

so expensive, siao de >.<

but really gt a lot of people can afford

wondering their salary per month

hahahaha :D

Anyway it's tire but fun

my leg like want to break ad

Can u imagine

everyday stand for 10.5 hours?

Luckily

I can sit down sometime la

if I work with other full timer

they wont mind one

as long as we never sit in front of boss can ad

haha...

So I always find some excuses to go toilet or buy food

and I shopping around la :P

I see all the full timer also like that one

I just learn from them ;P

So I have to work until 15th Oct

while waiting for school reopen

I satisfy and happy with my job now :)

Thank to u~

Today~

Hmmm, shall say is yesterday

is the most sad and emo day for me

I even tahan my tear and sadness when I'm working in the shop

I tried to find other thing to do

to avoid thinking too much

but I failed

I still think a lot of nonsense

I'm downnnnnnn~!

Down till I duno how to describe

it's cannot describe by words

I face alot of failure in my life

I know am unlucky and stupid

YA~! I really am~!

After work,

my tears all drop like heavy rain

I can't tahan anymore

although I still sitting on the train

I really can't make it 

my heart is overload

full of negative feelings

Luckily,

still gt u accompany me at this moment

willing to lend me ur shoulder 

willing to rub away my tears

willing to hug me

willing to spend ur time with me

willing to listen to my nonsense talks

Thanks :)

Can't imagine if I without at this moment~
U make me feel warm and sweet

Thanks for ur willingness to do all this thingy :)

I just can't express all my feelings to u now,

is quite complicated

but all is positive one :)

And,

I start to miss u now...

Good night people

Good Bye terrible day

Unlucky life

Today result release ad

Very unluckily I gt only 3.64

1 AD

1A+

2B+

2B

So......

what can I do?

Cry?

Useless~

scold ppl?

Useless~

Blame myself?

Dun thk so

I really work hard in this semester

but I duno why my result still so ugly

is like SHIT~!!!

Ppl said they duno how to do

they can get A

Ppl said qns too hard

they can get A

Ppl said they leave qns blank

they can get A

Ppl said they not enough time to do

they can get A

I said I duno how to do

I get C

I said qns too hard

I get C

I said I leave the qns blank

I get C

I said I not enough time to do

I get C

I really mean what I said

I really duno how to do

I really feel that the qns are too hard

I really leave it blank

I really not enough time to do

This is what I feel~

If they just siok siok say

next time please keep quiet

Thanks :)

If they really mean what they said

mean they really gt the luck

That why I said I'm an unlucky star 

I work so hard but it's not worth

What can I do? 

Complaint to the God??

I can't face the truth

seriously~~

So sad to know all this...

So terrible...

=.=||||||

OMG~! I really pandai spend money sia!

Yesterday went out with my mum
I can't withstand with the temptation of clothes and accessories~~
I bought 2 shirts and 1 pair of shoe again =,=|||
Now I packing my baggage
and just realised that I had bought 3 pair of shoes =,=|||
and I didn't count the clothes, i think gt 5 pieces and above =,=|||
and a few accessories.......=,=|||

Seriously! I duno I bought so much ad~ :O
I still thinking want to buy some bags or backpack 
and I still planing to buy a high heel shoe~
Haiz~ If my mum know all this, sure kill me one T^T
No wonder I feel like I went to withdraw money a few times ad
but the wallet like never full one, always empty one =/

I really SWEAT ahhh~ 
Sweating now =,=|||||||
I just came back for 11 days only,
but I ad spent almost RM 400++
Oh gosh~! 
Forgive me please~
I'm not purposely one
duno why I cant withstand with the temptation
maybe is because I feel like RM very cheap compare to $$ ba...
Must control myself now!!!
Tomorrow still want to go Penang,
hope I wont spend too much money again
Sigh~~~ 

Speechlessssssss.......(✖╭╮✖)

Loads of pictures ^_^

 I took a lot of pictures at Hometown, because here have a lot of things and person that I will miss and I will not be come back soon after I go back Singapore :')

Made by My mum~! So nice and delicious :DD

I miss him alot :)

♥ u so much~

The lantern I bought :)

♥♥♥ 

My little brother (cousin) :)

OMG~! He's so black, cz just came back from beach :DD

I bought him some toys and stationery too :)

Took in car when my dad driving :)

And, I love this shirt so much! SNOOPY ♥

The main character is SNOOPY huh~! :P

My Sampat sister, we took some pics in supermarket =,=

Crazy liao~

The bear is so BIGG!

Can u see me? ;)

Lolzzz~

Took outside the house~

Took in car again~ So siok, no need to drive ^^

I duno I bought for what, cz I no need to use this~ I bought it just cz it's SNOOPY product!

Love Love Love
♥♥♥ 

Lovely Parent :)

I love him :)

And Her :)

Wow~ So cute sia :D

My grandma :)

She too love me ad, very she bu de me to go back Sg :')

Grandma's garden ^^ Too big ad, I cant take a full pic of her garden~

This one no edit at all~!!! When I took it, the sun zhun zhun on top of it, and become have this effect ~

Hehe, Kakacaucau one~ 

This one is the person I really can't bear to separate with him :(

Last picture before I went back Sg- Took at bus station :'(((

Finally I went back Sg and start to work, before I went back, I asked my sister take pic with me but she always reject me =,=''' now har, big girl jor...always told me she dun wan to take pic when she is ugly =,=||| LOL~! Whr gt ugly wor, so pretty >.< Duno what is the thinking of today teenager la~ Dun care abt her, ish~! Ok, bye malaysia, hello singapore :)